2011 how it begins

After the shocking year our family endured in 2010 it was only natural we all felt that 2011 just had to be better.
Well that is still debatable....
Seems my son and daughter in-law are still determined not to be part of our family, which really upsets me as I really miss seeing my beautiful granddaughter Chloe.
I've done all I can to bridge the gap in our family, but I cannot keep doing this, otherwise I will end up having a total break down - it is just way too distressing
Change of subject now....
After losing 2 very good friends to cancer recently, I thought it was well overdue to have a Mammogram. I had been putting this off for a couple of years, sheerly out of fear that it may hurt.
Anyway, I finally made the appointment for the 7th January 2011, it was really ok, uncomfortable, but ok.
Now here it is only 1 week later, and I get a phone call from Breast Screening SA letting me know that they weren't happy with how the xrays looked and would like to do more testing
My jaw just dropped, I mean, really I only went for the test because I really didn't think anything would be wrong, it was a "duty" thing, nothing was meant to come from this one little test.
Anyway, next week it seems I will undergo another Mammogram, plus Ultra Sound and also the possibility of a biopsy on my right breast
OMG this is how we are starting 2011, makes me wonder what will happen next

to be continued
Carol